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                                                                      'Take it instantly'

            I never thought of the time on when I'm supposed to leave the world. I don't  know how, I don't know why, and I really don't want to take a glimpse of it.

            But if you will. ask me the manner, how I am going to die, it's transparent. I would probably prefer car accident. The reason why is that, I will not suffer too much. i will not wait for my last breath. I will not be waiting for the timethat I will leave the world. I don't want it to be tragic, but for me, it' better to be unexpected one. At least, when that time comes,I will not be afraid anymore and that way, I will not be fighting just to survive.  Because I admit to myself that I'm a dastard person.

      I want to die instantly. With this manner, I will die noy waiting, and it's immediate and without anticipation. #